tuwing alas-kwatro ng madaling araw..

Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

4 AM forever

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

4 AM forever

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever

Maybe one day when I can move along
Maybe someday when you can hear this song
You won't let it slip away

4 AM forever

And I'd wish the sun would never come
It's 4 AM and you are gone
I hope you know you're letting go
It's 4 AM and I'm alone

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever...



4 am forever..
lost prophets......


gtg na nga..
papasok pa ako..

1st subject most favorite..

-math.


I hate math..
I'm numerophobia..

*believe*

free falling..

and I'm free..

tapos biglang heartbreak warfare..

tapos gravity naman..

wahaha.
pootek..

that's how I love John Mayer......


lupet..
his tracks are......

basta, undescribable..

tapos biglang angels and devils..

yoko nang pumasok..

magraradyo na lang ako..

*jokes.*

ayokong tamarin..
baka pag tinamad ako tuloy-tuloy na..

wala na..
yung mga pangarap ko..
pangarap kong makapunta sa land of the rising sun..

pangarap kong matupad ng taong pinapangarap ko ang lahat ng mga pangarap ko..
*make-believing*..

google translator..

gluttonous.

vicious.
notorious.

無駄に..
研究フリーク


fave line?

だけではここで今、私に対しては、言葉は一緒に私の赤ちゃんを歌う知っている。


and also..
a one hell selfish web..

'cause I'm lovin' it.

about the cover..

it was an illustration done by my "coolest" friend..

*drumrolling*

joshua..


he's really good in drawing.
bydk: he did it while listening to our entrep class....and added some pizzaz in my messed-up drawing....


Interpretation:

-there is no such thing as equal world..


*frowning*

jealousy ride with me part three..!

another wasted story..

oh well.

I don't have a right..
I believe it..

masisisi ba ako?

e wala naman kaming pinagsamahan na kahit ano..
anong laban ko naman dun sa ex-lover nya?!

wala..
taba lang ang meron ako..

ganda..
alindog..
at kasariwaan..

haha..

*laughs*

thinking about him at this moment..


hayaan na lang..

sabi nga nila leah..
"reject mo na bon!"

and I replied..
"hindi ko kaya yun alam nyo naman feelings ko dun sa tao.."

"anong gagawin mo?"

"ewan ko"

"magpapakatanga ka ba?e siraulo yun eh"

"ako rin naman, eh..kaya nga mahal ko yun"



lol..

ciao..

luka's demise..

she died just now..
hindi na nya kinaya yung pang-aabuso namin..

*abuso means that lagi namin syang pinanggigigilan*

kasi she's super cute..


aside from her kakulitan..

she looks like an egg di ba?
tapos she's always sleeping pa..

*misses her*


mas masaya na sya ngayon sa piling ni God....

doon walang manggigigil sa kanya..

just a click away..

lupet ng google..
hardcore..




Lifehouse - Good Enough Lyrics @ LyricsTime.com

metrolyrics.

new lyric search engine..
para sa akin ha..
ngayon ko lang naappreciate..

more on lyricsmania kasi ako..
that's why I was called a maniac before.

*connect?*

bad romance.

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a freak bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk, walk passion! baby
Work it
I'm a freak bitch, baby

I want your love and
I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
Je veux ton amour
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don’t wanna be friends
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don’t wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Want your bad romance
(Caught in a bad romance)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance




*woot*

going gaga over lady gaga..

in this silence and silhouette dreams..

a track from tokio hotel.
oh well.
astigin.




supposedly I'm gonna make this my blog cover..

kaso may maganda pa dyan



*DREAMING OF BECOMING A FREELANCE PHOTOGRAPHER SOMEDAY..*
kahit EOS lang na camera o SLR ang meron ako masaya na, eh..


wahaha..
some sort of illusions..




hence the title..

till the end of time..

I saw him again.
wakanampootek..
ang lupet..
after 5 months..
of not seeing him..

grabe..
na-miss ko talaga sya..

yung taong 4 na taon kong inintay..


naks..


sana makita ko na sya ulit..
nagpunta daw sya nung reunion namin sabi ni lyra..


ang dami kong tanong..

sana hindi sya nagbago..

kung may pagkakataon lang ulit..


kaso hindi ko na pwedeng ibalik yung dati..
alam kong imposible na..
dahil may mahal na akong iba..





~yung panahon na mismo ang nagbago para mabago ang lahat ng dapat baguhin.......


pero honestly.,
na-miss ko talaga sya..

wala naman akong nakikitang masama dun..

bookmark thy crunchyroll..

adik na talaga..
ikaw ba naman makawalong buddies..
haha..
kababaw ng putek..

listening to RX 931.

yun lang ang available na station na magaganda ang tugtog..
go gelli..

o di ba alas-tres na nakaharap pa rin ako sa computer..

bongga..




btw..
congrats nga pala kay efren..
galing nya..
cnn hero..
you made fiipinos proud men..
isa kang tunay na lalake..




-tapos na rin ang doc prod ko..
thanks god energetic pa rin ako..

at hindi pa nahuhuli ni papa..

ang spoiled...

Papa:

bon next week na lang tayo manood ng new moon, ha.
siksikan pa sa mga sinehan ngayon, eh..
tsaka bibili ka pa ng libro..



Bonbon:
pa, you promised na, eh..

Papa:
alin bang gusto mong unahin..
yang Edward-Edward mo o yung libro mong isanglibo?

Bonbon:
(napaisip ng matagal bago nakasagot)
basta papa pati lunch libre, ha.?!

Papa:
di ka ba naaawa sa akin?


Bonbon:
I love you much much naman eh..


Papa:
(natahimik)..



I WON......!

wakanampootek..
at least hindi ako makikipagsiksikan sa "ECrs"..


may instant lunch pa ako..
hahahaha..

grandslam..
total libre to..
wala na akong gastos..


W.

~end.

one less lonely girl..

asar na ako sa kantang yan ha..
sooper lss ko na..

"one less lonely girl"

wah justin beiber ano bang meron ka?!



ulit..

"one less lonely girl"

"one less lonely girl"

"one less lonely girl"..

hanggang dun lang alam ko, eh..
download ko na lang later..

one less lonely girl..

crunchyrollan na..!!!!

http://www.crunchyroll.com/user/deadevidence




love it..

hoping to win friends..
good friends I should say..

wah pootek walang tubeGgggGGggg..!

asar..
grr.

bu*****t..

mamayang alas-dose pa ng tanghale magkakaroon..
anakanampootek talaga..
e alas-12 ang pasok ko..

I don't wanna be in love..!

I came here to wait for you..


wahaha..
radio lss..

I don't wanna be in love..!

shine me down..

screaming more..more..

ganda ng mga lyrics nila..
pootek the best.

imotik..
(emotic)

I listen if only for a while But I can't decide if I'm aware that I'm on trial
- ALL I EVER WANTED

Communicating thoughts of ways.To never have to speak again.Let me be the fire in your head ...
- BEYOND THE SUN



examples pa lang yan..


eto malupit..

" THERE'S NO MORE LOVE !!! "

whoo..

What a shame, what a shame, To judge a life that you can't change"..


astig di ba?

curse of curves..

naisumpa na ng pagkakataon..
ngayon ko lang napatunayan na mabilis pala bumalik ang karma..

epektib pala pag yung masama nagawa sa yo tapos pag binalik na sa kanya..
mas masama pa..
mas malala..


anything?!

bagay lang yun sa kanya..

megalomaniac kasi eh..
paniwalang-paniwala sa supremacy..

wala talaga..as in wala..

ngayon lang ako tinamad ng ganito..

argh..

empire state of mind..

now playing..
sa radyo namin..

yung facebook parang fs na..grr..

may layout chorva na..

be back later..

my 100th post..=0

congratulating myself..
nakanaks..
achievement..

me and my injured (pa rin) hand..

hands down..!
(bali na)..

bawal..
igalaw..
magbuhat ng mabigat..
ideretso..
mabunggo ng kahit na anong bagay..

itaas ng bongga...

masarap ang bawal sabi nila..
pero anak ng pootek talaga..
kaya ngayon its been two weeks na ganun pa rin..
ayaw mawala ng sakit.

tired of being somebody's nobody..

asus..
inglisan na naman..

wala lang..
nagdadrama lang ako..

and the rest you can't figure out..=0

Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make.And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break.And I'm not asking for value nor the pain but I am asking.For a way out of this lie - IN MEMORY ^^

a track from shinedown..

cool, cool..

shout out worthy..

galeng..

wala na ayoko na pag nabad-trip talaga ako..

ang dami ko nang nasakripisyo ha.....

nakukunsumi na ako..

asar...


gRrRRrRrRRRr..

mangangagat na ako...

rawr..

wala akong magawa

o ayan na maniniwala na ako..
kasi naman no..
I need miracles talaga..
kaso wala pala..

lintik na nero 9 yan o..
pag ako naasar talaga bahala na..
bibili na lang ako ng installer..

asar..

grrrr....

wala akong magawa

o ayan na maniniwala na ako..
kasi naman no..
I need miracles talaga..
kaso wala pala..

lintik na nero 9 yan o..
pag ako naasar talaga bahala na..
bibili na lang ako ng installer..

asar..

grrrr....

Oh gravity..

Urbandub's APPARITION will be releasing soon..

di ko na alam kung anong uunahin ko..

kung yung obsesyon ko sa NEW MOON..
o yung pagbili ng aparisyon...


sus..
kahit isa lang dyan ang matupad..okey na eh..

christmas gift.

breaking it..

and still..
keeping it damaged..

seeing him is like tasting hell.yet I'm still resisting to have it..

yikes..


and yet..
he's so far away..



di ko alam kung totoo..
pero kung totoo man..
titigil na lang ako..
sino nga ba naman ako..
at anong karapatan ko di ba?

silent prayers..

Lord, sana po gumaling na po itong kamay ko para po bumalik na sa normal itong sirkulasyon ng buhay ko.

kalooban po din ninyo na maipasa ko tong second semester para po walang pagsisihan ang mga magulang ko sa pagpapaaral sa akin..

tsaka po..
Lord, kailangan ko na po ng bagong pag-ibig..
pero po kung wala po talaga..
okey lang po.
masaya naman po ang buhay dahil tinanggap ko na po kayo sa puso ko.

kagatan na..

grabe na itong addiction ko sa vk ha..
kakasapakatin ko pa tong si maniong para makapag-download ako ng videos..


dead na dead..
pootek...


got to go..
pasok na ako ng school..

gagawa na ng mga bisyo..

steal my heart....

uyyyyyy..
things are getting weirder..
kabaliw..

para na naman akong tanga..
kailan ba dadating yan..
yung taong magnanakaw..
ng puso ko?

naks..

mukha daw akong chinese..
sa mata..
sa kutis?
I don't think so..
hehe..
pinoy na pinoy kamo..
babad na babad sa araw...






oh well.
ayun getting VAMPIRIC now..
vampire knight..
twilight saga.
wala na..
next week na nga showing ng new moon wala pa rin akong pambili kahit isang popcorn na malaki..yung cheese flavor...





getting obsessed.
nakakainis lang kasi wala akong mapaglabasan ng obsesyon ko..
mahirap para sa katulad kong weirdo ang magkwento ng out of this world..

kaya nga ako naghahanap ng magnanakaw eh..
para naman kahit papano may makikinig sa kin....

youtube downloader..

sana naman bumilis yung net namin..
para bonggahan na ang pagdownload ng VK..
hindi yung sa FB ako post ng post..
mahirap na mapagkamalan pa akong obsess..

..one tragic saturday evening..

masaya na sana dahil pumasok si inspirasyon at panggabi din sila kaso.........


gabi..
almost 7 PM na..
backrider ako sa tricycle..

PLC subdivision..
naganap ang hindi inaasahan..
hindi ko alam kung nasarapan lang sya o sadya talaga syang pumreno..
ang sarap pa naman ng kain ko ng sugar-coated kundol na binili ko..
trapik pa naman nun..
kaso aksidenteng NATAMAAN ng lintek na tricycle na yun ang kaliwang braso ko..

ang kaliwa kong kamay.
ang aking multi-tasking na super precious na kamay..
ay nabali..

here's the pinakamalupit na line..

"miss okey ka lang ba?"
"OO OKEY LANG AKO!!!!"(sabay talikod)

tanong ulit...
inirapan ko na hindi pa madala..

MGA GANGSTERS KASI KAYA LALO AKONG NABWISIT..
ang sya pa ang maangas..


aba naman..
sino bang nakasagasa ako ba?
anak ng.....*********
ako na nga nasaktan nag-sorry pa..
SORRY LANG..

ngayon..
martes..
masakit na masakit sya ngayon..
namamaga yung pasang iniwan..
at apektado na ang buo kong braso..


lahat depektib na..

physical..
mental..
emotional outlook..
at lovelife....



naman..
basted na nga ako ganito pa..



---just pray bon..have faith.

me and my reborn phone.

yes..
napagawa na sya ulit..

nakabili na ko ng charger na mahal pa rin kahit tinawaran ko dahil hindi naman original yun..
at sana mapalitan ko na yung phone ko sooner..

thank to my otou-san talaga..
kaso nagawa ko pang magalit kahapon kasi nga ayoko na yung ipagawa..
kahiya naman.....

pera na nga naging bato pa..

special thanks to my loving otou-san for paying the repair of my deteriorated phone..

grabe 300 pesos yun..

reprogram daw ang kaso.
nagawa nga..

lowbatt naman..
anak ng putek..
kala ko matatapos na ang problema ko.

kala k0 back to normal texting mode..
yun pala pagsubok na naman..

asar..

ayaw mag-upload ang mga vids ko..

new playlist on the rise..

posting it now..

life is always hard..

•Down in a local bar
Out on the Boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down, It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg
And thinks He's getting close
For now you let him
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over.

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings
In all your silken things
That song you softly sing
Is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down, it's a long way

Back here you never lost
You shake the shivers off
You take a drink
To get your courage up
Can you believe it?
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry you eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard•

-belle of the boulevard - dashboard confessional..
sa labas ko na lang idadownload

panibagong lss..

-7 days without you..

•Sitting here counting the hours

Waiting for the sun to kiss the sea
Paralyzed by the fragrance of the flowers
They remind me of you and me

Chorus
There's one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For when five and six are through
Seven days without you, Seven days without you.

Making plans just to stop the aching
Chasing thoughts from a million miles away
Hypnotized as another dawn is breaking
I rehearse the words I want to say

There's one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For when five and six are through
Seven days without you, Seven days without you

Well I will find a way into your heart
So let me try and sleep before we know

There's one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For when five and six are through
Seven days without you, Seven days without you•

•7 days without you - athlete

love the track..
di ko nga lang sya madownload..
asar..


related to past experience:

-I haven't seen him yet..
kaya para akong tanga lately..

may problema pa ako sa kanya..
at itatago ko na lang yun sa sarili ko.
kung kaya ko nga bang itago..

e ang daming nakakakita ng pagbabago ko..

ma.nic

new moon mania na...
sinong sasama?
I want to watch alone sana..
kaso baka madiskaril pa..
kaya kailangan ko ng kasama..

problem arises..

haggardness tong araw na ito..
parang joke..
na-miss ko nga silang lahat..
para namang may kulang...

ang bigat bigat ng loob ko ngayon..
parang sasabog ang dibdib ko..

di ko alam kung ano tong bumabagabag sa akin..

masyado na kasing puno tong problema ko..
di ko na alam ang uunahin ko..

wait teka ang sakit sa bangs..

ang hirap gampanan ang papel na ayaw at napipilitan ka lang gampanan..

para akong pilit pinapakanta ng gitarista kahit wala na ako sa tono..

buti na lang nalaman ko na agad..
such a great disappointment..

kundi tatawagin ko na naman ang sarili kong tanga..
anakanam..
ang hirap ng sitwasyon ko ngayon..
para akong garter..
nagkakabuhul-buhol na..
nahihirapan na akong ibalik sa dating hugis..

Walking out the door this morning
Wondering what it is that?s going on with you, on with you
Thinking of a way to say I?m sorry
For something that I?m not sure I do, sure I do

So come on baby, let me in
And show me what this really is

?Cause something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me?
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me?

Hoping for a moment that I turn around
And you?ll be coming after me, after me
?Cause all that I can say is that it?s obvious
It?s obvious you?re all I see, all I see

So come on, baby, let me in
And show me what this really is about
?Cause I can?t read you
Come on baby, let me in
And show me what this really is

?Cause something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me?
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me?
Come back to me

And I?ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me, oh
And I?ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me, oh
And I?ll be here in the morning if you say stay
If you say stay to me, oh

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me?
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me?

Something must have made you say that
What did I do to make you say that to me?
Something must have made you so mad
What can I do to make you say come back to me?

astig..love that track..
I'm not asking for reconciliation..
I'm searching for someone to find me..

songs that will make myself headbang like a real rocker..

narito na..
salamat sa google na naging malaking tulong para mahanap ang mga paborito kong kanta..
through remembered lines..type, type..search...

here are those:

•We Can Try - Between The Trees
•What A Catch Donnie - Fall Out Boys
•Halfway Gone - Lifehouse
•Heartbreak Warfare - John Mayer
(can't find the lyrics, tsk tsk)
•Who Says - John Mayer
( I always love John Mayer)
•Not Meant to Be - Theory of a Deadman
•Rough Draft - Yellowcard
(love the lines..they're telling me all)
•Absolutely Still - Better than Ezra
•22 steps - Andy Stochansky


ang dame pa nyan nakalimutan ko na yung iba..

madami din akong super lss tinatamad na akong magsulat kapagod..



-->hay..life's kewl..
the way I want it.

halloween gala..

gala todomax talaga..
waha soleed..
a camwhore..
I am..

astig..
sementeryo ginawang venue for pictorial..