Wednesday, June 30, 2010

epic fail.

I always am.
kaso iba ata ang failure ngayon.
mas masakit. mas mahirap. mas nakakatakot kasi baka may gawin akong hindi ko pa nagagawa kahit na minsan.
yung gagawin ko e hindi nila alam. kasi whatever might fucking happen, hindi naman ako papayagan.
so what's the use of asking?


Thursday, June 24, 2010

oo na gagawa na ako ng asaynment!

kesa magmukmok, magmarakulyo ako dito.
mananahimik na lang ako at mag-aaral
isa pa wala rin naman akong mababago sa kapalarang itinakda.

o di ba. I've been sitting here for three hours.
ganito ako katamad.
ganito ako kawalang-kwenta.

salamat.
nakilala ko na ang sarili ko.

I'm supposedly doing my accounting assignment.

kaya siguro hanggang ngayon di ko pa ginagawa kasi nga
naboboring ako.
amboring boring boring ng buhay ko.
sasakay ako sa bus tapos pagpunta ko ng ayala tatalon ako sa isang building na may pinakamaraming floor.
tapos sisigaw ako ng *aaah ang sarap*
tapos basag na yung bungo ko.
di na ko magpapaalam sa magulang ko.
ayoko kasi sa lahat yung hindi ako pinapayagan.
kaya nga umaalis para mapatunayan kung deserving na ngang maging independent, eh. tapos kulang na lang isaksak sa lalamunan ko na kung hindi ako aalis dito na lang ako sa bahay matulog maghapon.

potek naiiyak na naman ako.
nagsasama-sama na ang mga problema ko.

dream wedding??

syempre makikiuso tayo, june nga pala ngayon ano?


GUSTO KO SA JAPAN AKO IKAKASAL.
O KAYA KUNG HINDI MAN, SA MANILA CATHEDRAL, KUNG HINDI MAN AKO PAYAGANG MAGPA-CONVERT INTO BORN-AGAIN CHRISTIAN.

o kaya sa BORACAY NA RIN.. TUESDAY VARGAS' INSPIRED.
nyaha..

BEACH WEDDING PANG-MAYAMAN LANG YUN DI BA?
PERO KUNG MAYAMAN NA SIGURO AKO NUN SA JAPAN NA LANG NO! MANGANGARAP NA RIN LANG AKO TATAASAN KO NA.


and this long story will begin. introduction pa lang yon, ok.

  • masaya kung buong family andun. sa side nya at sa side ko.
  • motif? of course, I will wear the white traje. obsessed ako sa color black. maganda yun para sa mga guests, sponsors, abay, ganon. and the groom? white na rin siguro para parehas kami.
  • reception? sa beach na rin of course. masarap ang pagkain pag maraming buhangin, eh.
  • ninong at ninang? abay? siguro, former teachers, mentors, people na involved at yung naka-witness ng pagmamahalan namin..
  • honeymoon? dun na rin no! sayang pa budget kung mag-iiba pa ng venue. tsaka syempre mamimili na lang din ako ng place yung all-in one na.



at kung kanino??

dati pangarap ko na kung sino yung first boyfriend ko, sya na ang mapapangasawa ko.
pero sabi nga ni God, He will provide the best for the rest.

kaya kung darating nga sya, syempre, hindi ko na palalampasin ang oportunidad.
kasi sya na yung bubuo sa pagkatao ko, eh. so sya na si 'the best'.





gusto mo ng paulit-ulit?? o yan.. masaya to.. pramis..ultimo facebook ko biktima na rin. at tumblr at youtube at yung mga yayaya oh yeah sites ko..
and this is my most favorite wedding vid.
of all time.
kahit na first time ko.
ito talaga yung hahanap-hanapin ng balintataw ko.


iba ang envy sa paghanga.
so kung sa akin mangyayari to.
ay mali.
next post na.
pahahabain na naman kasi ito ng kadramahan ko.

eksaherado.

ang over as in over-acting ko naman.
nagiging uneasy ako pag yung mga bagay na hindi naman dapat makita e nakikita ko pa.
I know how blessed I am, pero pag yung nakaraan na yung kalaban ko, ang hirap, as in ang hirap kalabanin.
*redundancy check, baby. sanay akong gumamit ng 'as in' sa posts ko.

ok, crying time..

TUMBLR MEET-UP.

pupunta ako dun ano man ang mangyare!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

i end up feeling cheated. *wahaha..

I could feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart; fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago,
Oh I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh we took it slow and we both know
It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

I know that love happens all the time, love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
You're on my mind, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
And that happens all the time, love
(Oh darling, I know I'm not needed)

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like your invincible
With every word he'll say
Can you promise me that this was right?
Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things?
Like we used to

Oh like we used to

dance with me in the purple rain, deary..





and this will be my love, love, love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey, sa lalaking dadating sa buhay ko, kung may darating man..

Please PAKIKANTA NAMAN ITO..

alam kong hindi naman basehan ng pagmamahal itong kantang ito, pero shit, I mean shit talaga, eh. mahal na mahal ko itong kanta nito. at first I absolutely cried. ang ganda talaga ng meaning..



ang ganda ganda ganda ganda to the nth power..

I'm out in love but I can't forget the past..*

I'll let out words cause I'm sure It'll never last..

Gotten, Slash ft. Adam Levine.


*I absolutely got moved.

wala lang. muntik na akong mapaluha dahil naaalala ko na naman sya.

hey, I've been wanting to see you again... kelan ba mangyayari yon??

never an issue, always an issue.

kanina, I mean, kahapon out of nowhere, naisipan kong ilagay dito ang aking 'dear diary' noong high school.
wala, para maiba naman. it will turn out the same I guess kase di ba my posts are just about him..
at isa pa, wala pa namang nakakabasa nito, eh.

watdayatink??

*seeking for answers........

Monday, June 21, 2010

wala talaga ako dapat dito.

takte pag pinagsabay ang review vs. tumblr, facebook, blogger..

goodluck!!!
wala akong maisasagot sa prof.


I should be reviewing my notes right now.

babye na nga!!

ayokong bumagsak nang dahil lang sa pagiging makasarili ko.

dapat

NAGREREVIEW AKO PARA SA GRADED RECITATION NAMIN SA ECONOMICS BUKAS.
PERO WHAT THE PAK BAKIT ANDITO AKO SA BLOG KO?
*KELANGAN ALL CAPS PARA MA-EMPHASIZE.

MASYADO NA AKONG BITTER. ALAM KONG HINDI BAGAY SA AKIN. KASI KAHIT AKO SA SARILI AKO AYOKO RING MAGING MALUNGKOT. AYOKONG UMIYAK. SAWA NA KASI AKO. SAWA AKO SA PAULIT-ULIT. PAGOD NA AKO. TAMAD NA AKONG UMIYAK. SAWA NA KONG SABIHING NAKAMOVE ON NA AKO KAHIT HINDI TALAGA.

SHIT. I STILL LOVE YOU.

minsan naisip ko rin.

bakit pa ako magmamahal ng taong WALA NAMAN?

ok , here goes the bitter story of mine.

sabay kaming nag-OL.
ewan ko kung sino nauna sa min whatever I don't give a f***
tapos etong malupet!

online din sya!!
sino??

sino??

E DI SI FIRST LOVE.!!

kasi todo-comment sya, eh. sa gelpren nya.

too bad hindi kami friends. hindi as in HINDI KO SYA IA-ADD.
BITTER AKO EH, DI BA OBVIOUS?


and now whut? wala lang, gusto ko lang i-share na online sya kanina at sayang hindi ko sya naging friend disinsana naging magka-chat man lang sana kami.
nagkataon sanang kinumusta ko sya, tinanong tungkol sa mga buhay-buhay. ganon ko sya ka-miss. marami akong gustong itanong, marami akong tanong na alam kong sya lang ang makakasagot, gusto kong punan na nya yung karuwagang matagal nang bumabalot sa katauhan ko, ang karuwagang sya rin ang dahilan kung bakit ko pa rin to nararamdaman hanggang ngayon.


grabe, ikaw na makaranas ng true love, tignan naten.
pa-bitteran tayo. tignan natin kung sino panalo.

naniniwala naman kasi akong sya talaga ang taong minahal ko ng totoo. of course, sino ba namang hindi mai-inlab sa taong kahit na alam mong malabo kayo, pinaparamdam nya sa yo na hindi kayo magkakalayo. na kahit minsan hindi ka magiging iba sa kanya. na walang magbabago sa friendship.


kaso dumaan na nga ang dalawang taon.
ANG MAHABANG DALAWANG TAON.

na wala man lang akong alam. ni messages sa inbox ( I changed my number because of him, kase wala na rin naman akong mapapala ). ni as in..


everything that i do reminds me of you.
-sa yo talaga umiikot ang mundo ko. NOON.

pinipilit kong tigilan ka kasi alam kong may iba ka na. pero habang tumatagal ang paghihintay, kahit masakit, gusto pa rin kitang makita.

alam kong useless na. wala nang kwenta tong paghiling ko, hindi mo rin naman ako naririnig.


SALAMAT SA YO.
MOI AIMER.

sorry??

di sana kung lahat ng bagay nadadaan sa sorry, wala nang mga batas para sundin ito.
tama naman talaga si Gu Jun Pyo, di ba.??
*kaya nga tuwa ako lagi pag boys over flowers na, eh.

pag nag-sorry ka ba dun na lang matatapos yun? dun na lang ba? hanggang dun na lang ba?

*kung makadiin eh noh*

matagal nang tapos yun. naghilom na ang sugat na nilikha mo.
sana hindi ka na lang humingi ng tawad.
hello, choice ko naman yun, eh. yung nasaktan ako. kasi nga NAGING TANGA AKO.

mukhang disappointed ata ako sa kanya.

ok. I know this sounds paranoid, ano. pero shit!
I hate judging people specially pag hindi ko talaga sila kilala.
pero as usual, I prefer jumping into conclusions.
nasanay akong manghusga sa mga taong walang kinalaman sa pag-ikot ng mundo ko.

and here goes:

minsan, pag ang tao hindi mo alam ang tunay na pagkatao, pag may nararamdaman ka sa kanya, hinding-hindi mo makikita ang imperfections nya.
pero once na unti-unti mo na syang nakikilala, dun mo na nakikita ang tunay nyang kulay.

*bigla ko tuloy siyang naalala.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Laguna Trip!

ayun, masaya naman.. astig.. kabog.. hundred percent good vibe monday ang drama ko ngayon..

sa Pansol Laguna yun.. yung laging sinasabi ni tado na "The Chairman of the Board is not here, they're spending their profit in some exclusive resort in.. Pansol"

grabe dun lahat ata ng private resorts dun at yung ibang bahay, may swimming pool
yung napili namin, perfect talaga.
kumpleto sa amenities.. cable tv, billiards, videoke pool na may slide, at ang masaya talaga:
yung PICTURE-PERFECT VIEW.
astig!
at syempre saksakan ng charger.
buti nga hindi nagloko si w850, eh. ngayong linggo pa lang daw sya masisira. ay shit yung charger pala! isosoli ko na kay dennis wtf.


and then.. food? NILAGANG BAKA FTW! masaya syempre, ang dame as in ang dame talaga! walang oras na gutom, eh. palagi akong busog..

masaya, masaya talaga. bonding talaga with papa's co-workers.. sila lang dalawa ng may-ari ang may dalang anak. haha.. kabog..

sa kabutihang palad, hindi naman ako masyadong naging nognog.. kasi hindi naman ako masyado nagbabad, eh. sa VIDEOKE ako nagbabad ng bongga.

whoa now playing ALEJANDRO..

imba post to the nth power..

THIS SURVEY?
WALA, NATAWA TALAGA AKO, EH.
SA LAHAT NG SNSITES KO PINOST KO NA TO..
NGAYON KO LANG NAI-POST TO DITO KASE NGAYON KO LANG TO INOPEN ULIT.

1.Dapat ba gwapo?
-- hinde! basta mahal ko! charing.

2. Matalino?
--oo naman. tanga akong nilalang, eh. syempre. yung tao namang magpapaintindi sa akin ng hyperbola, sine cosine, etcetera.

3. Preferred Age?
--same or a year older.

4. Preferred height?
--basta wag maliit sa akin?? ano yun younger bro ko?? haha..

5. How about sense of humor?
--oo. oo. oo.. pag meron ka nyan mahal na kita!

6. How about piercing?
--ayoko! ano ka babae??! gangster??

7. Accepts you for who you are?
--who isn't? di ko yun makakasundo kung hindi.

8. Pink hair?
-- kung bagay naman at kung kamukha nya si william beckett..


9. Mushy or no?
--mushy of course! mahilig ako, eh. I mean, mahilig ako sa cheesy.

10. Thin or fat?
-- thin! ang BABOY KO NA NGA, EH. di hindi kami nagkasya sa tricycle nyan?

11. Moreno or chinito or mestizo?
-- chinitong mestiso. meron ba non?

12. Long hair or short hair?
--SHORT! WAG LANG 2X3 utang na loob.

13. Plastic or metal?
--METAL

14. Smells good?
--TINATANONG PA BA YON?? SYEMPRE!

15. Smoker?
--A MAJOR NO-NO!


16. Drinker?
-- occassional.

17. Boy-next-door type?
--50-50.

18. Musically inclined?
--NAMAN NAMAN NAMAN!! ASAN KA??

19. Plays piano?
-- OO. SYMPHONY NO. 7 KAYA MO?

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
--OO. LALO NA IF HE PLAYS ROMANSA D' AMOUR.

21. Plays violin?
--POTEK! AKIN KA NA!! DALI IUUWI NA KITA. PAKILALA KITA SA PARENTS KO.

22. Sings very good?
--HAHAO. wala na akong hahanapin. akin ka na talaga.

23. Vain?
--wag lang hihigit sa akin. baka he/she na sya non.

24. With glasses?
-- oo naman. OO, OO, OO!

25. With braces?
-- ayoko.

26. Shy type?
-- medyo. pero pag kasama ko sya dun sya mas madaldal sa kin.

27. Rebel or good boy?
-- good boy! opposites attract, di ba?

28. Active or passive?
-- active!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29. tight or bomb?
-- bomb?

30. Singer or dancer?
-- SINGER! sayawan ko na lang sya.

31. Suplado?
--kung gwapo matino matalino, ok lang.! pag may karapatan.

32. Hiphop?
-- wag na ibitin kita patiwarik you like?

33. Earrings?
-- no.

35. Torpe?
-- ching! hindi tayo magkakatuluyan nyan.

36. Mr. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
-- ekk.. ako nga NBSB, eh.

37. Dimples?
-- meron.

38. Bookworm?
-- OO! yung tipong pag nasa bookstore, patagalan kami.

39. Mr. love letter?
-- of course! corny akong tao, eh. madali akong madala sa eksena.

40. Makulit?
-- basta kulit-tao.

41. Flirt?
--kung may karapatan ka nga. at wag ka lang papahuli kasi pumapatay ako.

42. Poem writer?
--haha. oo?

43. Serious?
-- oo..mas madali syang kausap pag ganon.

44. Campus crush?
--hahahaha! ikaw ba to first love?!
based on my experience, kahit hindi na.

45. Painter?
-- PHOTOGRAPHER, MUCH BETTER.

46. Religious?
-- as long as he understands bible.


47. Alaskador?
--basta marunong makaramdam.

48. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
-- creative blog writer.

49. Speaks 20 languages?
--Japanese, French, what-up-kahit yan lang!

50. Loyal o faithful?
--Faithful.. <3

*alam mo grabe tawa talaga ako dito.. pramis. naka-save pa to sa notepad ko kaya tawa talaga.
mababaw akong nilalang, eh.

so what now?
hindi naman ako naghahanap ng tao na ganyan, eh. Im-this-type-of-guy-but-I-will-still-love-you-despite-of-my-imperfections ang hinahanap ko, hindi Mr. Ideal Guy..


trivia:

lahat kaya ng crush ko ganyan. charing! kaya laging walang chance..

oh wait.. hinahanap ko sa tao yung nakita ko na pero hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin nagpapakita..

*so there! jane.

woah.

ang ganda na ng blogger shemay..
palakpakan. wala sa expectation ko na gaganda pala to ng ganito..
hahaha. ang yabang ko talaga.
anyways, it's already 1 AM na pala.
pasukan na namin ngayon, eh..
7.30 ang start ng klase ko..

Thursday, June 10, 2010

minsan talaga.

wala akong kwenta.
at nagsasawa ako sa palaging walang ginagawa..

HOW CRAP!

my life is.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

anong sa tingin mo?

masarap ang single, di ba???

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

ano ba to..

to the nth power.

wohoah. I hate posers sorry. at lease alam ko hindi naman ako poser dahil unang-una, may sarili akong mukha para ipagmalaki. pangalawa, hindi basehan ang larawan para ipangalandakan sa buong mundo ang kagandahang hindi ko naman pag-aari. and lastly, I'm destroying one's privacy. so anong karapatan kong manira ng tao?

so there.
I hate posers talaga.

GET A LIFE!

biatch, back off!

*hey, bagay ba sa akin ang magtaray?


I know it's not. mabuti akong tao, eh. everybody knows.
*yabang

and then.
ayun. alam ko namang hindi bagay, so di ko na ipipilit.



*overrated.

Monday, June 7, 2010

TO-DO LIST..

*pronounced as..
/todo/


narito ang listahan ko ng mga gagawin ko bago ako mag-18.
I'm a hundred percent sure na magagawa ko to dahil.
*magyayabang na ako. ok*




*maglilibot sa UP--all alone.
(bakit? kaya ko yan, no)

*kakain ako ng shabu-shabu sa SM in three rounds.
(oo hidni ko pa nasubukan, eh.)

*be my anon hater please? gusto kong magkaroon non! *char

*will go to any tumblr meet-up. bakit masaya yun sira!






-this is only a partial list.

paricularly, specifically,

wala! ano ba to I've been in blogger kasi for years. so hindi ko na nache-check tong blog ko.
which is beri bad.


beri bad talaga!!

and then..
start na pala ng klase sa upd.
wala lang, lilipat naman ako dun after graduation for masteral studies.
hahaha. ambisyosa!
sabi nga nila libre ang mangarap, di ba. so I think, kung mangangarap ka rin lang taas-taasan mo na! para convincing..


setting goals nga for the future, eh. para hindi ka mangagapa.

ok...

to do list for my next entry!!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

dun na lang sa tumblr.

aww. sayang I can't make it sa meet-up. ngayon sana yun, eh. sa moa. sayangggggg....!!!


ulit.

suyung.............
*with matching haba nguso..
wala kasing maiiwan dito sa bahay. walang kasama si inay, walang magpapaligo kay momochang, wala akong sapat na pamasahe hanggang mall of asia, sa pasay kaya yun. yung pamasahe ko hanggang sakayan lang namin ng tricycle papuntang bayan. tapos bus hanggang cubao. bale forty pesos lahat. wala rin akong kilala masyado sa tumblr, baka naman isipin nila, fc ako, di ba. di parang nagsisi pa ako.


in short.

*di kasama sa plano ko ngayong linggo ang meetup na ito.

sa madaling salita,

*next time na lang ako pupunta. pag may pasok na, o kaya pag kasama si ate pat *potskilove* o kaya si che *iamcheriss* o yung mga close ko.

ay si concon!

*ex-cinderella. * i love her soooo much..

if it's love.

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There's no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

[Chorus]
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

[Chorus]

You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
'cause everybody has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me





cheesiest song from train, as of now..
gagawa ako ng music review ng album nila.


SOON.

sinasabi ko na nga ba, eh!

n a show of hands, who has said these words before?
In a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more?

Well, I'll swallow my pride if you'll stay for the years,
And watch me spin circles as I disappear,
And hearts, they don't lie, they just quiver in fear,
As you say,

Tonight we forget everything,
And we stay the night.
If I was wrong, then I'm sorry.
I'll stop this fight,
For the night,

And this empty space left in the seat
To my right where you should be
Says a lot,
Don't let it say goodbye.
Don't let it say goodbye.
Let it say goodbye.

Forget everything,
And we stay the night.
If I was wrong, then I'm sorry.
I'll stop this fight,
For the night.
And this empty space left in the seat
To my right where you should be
Says a lot.

And today I know that tomorrow
Will shine again golden and bring
Our hearts back home.
And today I know that tomorrow
Will shine again golden and bring
Our hearts back home.

And today I know that tomorrow (And today meant nothing, 'cause you're gone)
Will shine again golden and bring (And I swear that this meant everything to me)
Our hearts back home. (But my heart's not home)
And today I know that tomorrow (And today meant nothing, 'cause you're gone)
Will shine again golden and bring (And I swear that this meant everything to me)
Our hearts back home. (But my heart's not home)







wohoa. ganda. this song means a lot..

hello, three am.

grabe, takteng alarm!
nagising tuloy lahat.
the happiest part lang talaga ay nung pinalayas ako sa kwarto sabay sabing:

:"mag-internet ka na lang dun adik, wag kang mang-istorbo dito"

at ito na nga ang ginagawa ko ngayon.

sarappppppppppppp..

ito.. ito ang tinatawag na..

tagumpay!

hahao. my unii will accompany my otou-san today..
ako sana sasama dun kaso, wala, eh. got a lot of things to do.
magpapaligo ako ng mga momochang. so there.

masaya to, masaya to, masaya to..

Thursday, June 3, 2010

sana oxygen tank ka na lang.

hindi na kasi ako makahinga, eh. pwede bang isubo mo naman sa kin yang nilalaman mo?

*oh oh oh wag kang green!*


di ko na talaga kaya.
fuck. ayoko ng ganito.

ayokong nakakakita ng ganon.

so ano bang dapat kong gawin(na naman)?

iiyak na naman ako?
magmumukmok?

magi-imo?
magwawala?
magbibitter-bitteran?



ANO???

ano bang dapat kong gawin sa nakaraang tinalikuran ko na nga, di ko pa rin makalimutan...




*wala na sa huwisyo. nakatingin sa kawalan.*

you know whut.

minsan, di ko maiwasng isipin ka. pramis.

ang sakit na ng ulo ko.

i just wanna break you down so badly.

*make damn sure - taking back sunday

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

wohoa.

plano sa pasukan:


bibili ako ng DVD ng BoF. yung malinaw kase yung akin tumatalon, eh. F.
tsaka Hana Yori. yung Japanese live action. sana nga may kasama nang final, eh.

grabe. yun talaga kasi yung pinakafavorite kong love story, eh. pramis.


naniniwala kasi ako sa 'true love'.

beh. Imma out.

eto ang nagagawa ng influence.

Episode 1

“This is not just an ordinary high school. It’s hell. Have you ever heard of F4? Once you mark as the target and get the ‘Red Card’ from them, you become a loner and the whole school starts bullying.”

Jan-di is an average high school girl whose parents operate a Laundromat. One day she delivers laundry to Shin-hwa high school, where the top 1% of the wealthy children gets to go, and accidentally saves a student from a suicidal attempt. After this incident, she is scouted to this prestigious school as a swimming athlete.
Jan-di meets four rich and good-looking boys known as ‘F4(Flower 4)’,who cause trouble to those who speak out against them. Jan-di, who has strong sense of justice, cannot bear the saucy behavior of Gu Jun-pyo, the leader of F4, and does not bring herself to his knees. The next day, she finds ‘Red Card’ inside her locker and whole school starts bulling her. Jan-di escapes to the stairway and unexpectedly meets Yoon Ji-hu, the other member of F4, and receives his handkerchief.

Episode 2

“I’m good looking, tall, smart, and rich. How can you resist me?”

Jandi gets Jihoo’s help when students attack her at the locker room. Jandi, cannot stand Junpyo’s smugness, goes to see Junpyo and kicks him right in the face. Rather than paying her back, Junpyo finds his curiosity from this girl who reminds him of his older sister, Junhee. After school finishes, unknown guards kidnap Jandi. She wakes up and notices the unbelievable things that are happening right in front of her eyes…

Episode 3

“Lucky to have a chance to know you.”
After came back from the school trip, Junpyo’s curious feeling for Jandi grows even bigger. Jandi meets Jihu, who is having a hard time because of Seohyeon, and Junpyo hears about this. Jandi worries about Jihu and goes to see him, but encounters Junpyo who is waiting for her with jealous eyes. At Seohyeon’s birthday party, Seohyeon announces that she’s going to France, leaving everything behind. When Jandi goes to say goodbye to her, she sees the scene of Jihu declaring his love for Seohyeon.

Episode 4

“Geum Jandi. From this moment, I don’t know who you are anymore.”
While Jandi and Junpyo are out on a date, they accidently lock in the cable car. Junpyo suffers from high fever and Jandi nurses him all night. This quickly spreads to the whole school and Jandi experiences totally different treat from fellow students, as Junpyo’s girlfriend. Jandi’s friend Minjee brings her to the club and she finds a guy who reminds her of Jihu. The next day morning, Jandi wakes up in the hotel room and she can’t remember what happened the night before.

Episode 5

“I’m officially announcing that from now on, Geum Jandi is Gu Junpyo’s girlfriend.”
“Objection~!”

Junpyo believes in Jandi’s innocence and treats her wounds. This moves Jandi’s heart, and Junpyo finally announces that Jandi is his girlfriend. At that moment, Jihoo, came back from Paris, appears in front of them.
During the weekend, Junpyo and the F4 take Jandi and her friend Ga-eul to New Caledonia. In there, Junpyo takes Jandi to breathtaking sceneries, but Jandi’s mind is still on Jihoo.

Episode 6

“Please tell me that you’ll be alright.”
“I should’ve met you earlier.. “

Thinking of the reminiscene with Seohyeon, Jihoo gets depressed. While Jandi is comforting him, Jihoo kisses Jandi. Junpyo bursts with rage and jealousy, and returns to Seoul alone. He announces that he is going to dismiss Jihoo from F4 and expel Jandi from school. However, the unexpected supporter Junhee, the sister of Junpyo, appears in front of the two.

Episode 7

“It’s not too late.. Just say that you like me. That’s all you need to say.”

Junpyo and Jihu square off in a sports match. The fate of Jandi and Jihu hangs on this game. They compete in horse-riding and racing, and Junpyo grows more jealous as he watches Jandi roots for Jihu. Before the final battle begins, Junpyo goes to meet Jandi.

Episode 8

“Wake up, Junpyo. You should give me a chance, too. I think now I can say the words that you wanted to hear…”

At last Jihu and Jandi go on an official date. Invited to Jihu's house, Jandi smiles bitterly at the remnants of Seohyun found all over the house. Tailing the two, Junpyo discovers that he still has feelings for Jandi. Meanwhile, Jandi rushes to the hospital upon hearing that Junpyo has been in an accident. There, she realizes her true feelings for Joon-pyo.

Episode 9

“Junpyo's world, Jandi's world…There's no such thing. If Junpyo's pace is too much, you can drag it down to your pace."

Junpyo and Jandi keep fighting and making up, and they get to know each other. However, Junpyo’s excessive presents makes Jandi hard to keep up with his pace. She continues to avoid Junpyo and Jihoo comes to the swimming pool and encourages her. Jandi and Junpyo go out on a date with Gaeul and her new boyfriend. However, uncomfortable atmosphere is developing between Jandi and Gaeul’s boyfriend.

Episode 10

“Promise me that you won’t run away from me”
“I promise you. At least, your mom won’t be the reason.”

Yijeong unexpectly sees Gaeul on the street and helps to revenge her bad boyfriend. Jandi clears up her misunderstanding about Junpyo, and the two go out on a date on Valentine’s Day. They bump into Junpyo’s mother, and Junpyo tells her not to do anything bad to Jandi.
The mother, who doesn’t even think of F4 as the friends of Junpyo, starts her next action to cut Jandi off from Junpyo, since she thinks Jandi is ridiculously improper to her son.

Episode 11

“You don’t know who he is? He’s the hot issue model, and his background is veiled in mystery.“

Jan Di starts a part time job as a model on the cover of text book, but finds out that she’s been deceived. In the dangerous moment, a mysterious man comes to the rescue of Jandi, and soon vanishes. The man turns out to be Jeha, a freshman at Shinhwa High School. Jandi and her purported fan, Jeha become friends. Unhappy with Jandi, who spends all her time working at her part-time job, Junpyo finally explodes at seeing Jandi on the magazine cover with model Haje. And Jandi finds the second “Red Card” in her locker.

Episode 12

“Jandi is the Moon that can never escape from the star called JunPyo. I would never let this Moon go, unless Big bang happens”

Jeha kidnaps Jandi and Junpyo goes to rescue her alone. Jeha and his friends beat Junpyo, but Junpyo bears it. F4 members get into the scene, finish off the situation. When Jeha tries to hit Junpyo again, Jandi protects him. The two are hospitalized, but find out the feeling for each other again. The friends go to ski trip all together, and Junpyo gives Jandi a custom made necklace. However, Jandi accidently loses it and braves the snowstorm to look for it.

Episode 13

“It feels like it’s been quite a long time when we were together. If Junpyo ignores me, I would wonder if I just dreamt about us.”

Time has passed by; F4 are now university students and Jandi is in her final year in high school. Jandi keep practices swimming and works part-time, and awaits Junpyo. Jihoo suggests her to record her message in a video and send to Junpyo, and he also takes her to the hospital and checks the condition of her shoulder. Jandi finds out that she won’t be able to swim anymore and now it’s too late to treat. Confused and toubled, Jandi goes to Macau to meet Junpyo. She gets surprised in front of the magnificent look of hotel Shinhwa, but doesn’t get overwhelmed. However, when Jandi finally gets a chance to see Junpyo, he only gives her the cold shoulder.

Episode 14

“It’s my first time.. to earn money by myself. I have so many things that I did for the first time because of you.”

The F4 comes to Macau and joins Jandi. They meet Junpyo and ask why he’s ignoring Jandi, but he only says that Jandi is no longer related to him. Jandi acts as if she’s alright, but can’t stop crying in front of Jihoo who looks like understanding everything. Jihoo helps the two to meet up, but Junpyo reconfirms the end of their relationship. When Jihoo and Jandi are about to go back to Korea, they unexpectedly meet Jihoo’s friend and invited to his house in suburbs.

Episode 15

“Listen, Junpyo will come back. Please don't give up. Trust me and give him one more chance, will you?"

Back from Macau, Jandi is having a hard time trying to brace herself up. The master of the restaurant where Jandi works, asks her to visit the old doctor’s office, who often comes to the restaurant, and this gives Jandi a fresh impression. Jandi talks to Junhee about her true feeling and Junhee asks her mother not to make Junpyo a victim. Junpyo comes back to Korea and goes to Shinhwa University. The mother invites Jandi to Junpyo’s birthday party. In there, she hears about Junpyo’s engagement with Jaekyeong, the girl who Jandi met in Macau.

Episode 16

“My name is Ha Jae-kyeong, From today, I’m your fiancé. You got it? And you better prepare yourself. I’ll be training you from now on. “

After the birthday party, Jaekyung shows her interest to Junpyo. With her easy going personality, Jaekyung becomes friend with Jandi. Although Jandi likes Jaekyung’s untainted and friendly spirit, she feels uncomfortable. Jihu runs into his grandfather while taking saddened Jandi to her volunteer work at the clinic. Yijung and Woobin fail to seclude Jaekyung from Junpyo. With Gaeul’s help, Yijung finally reunites Junpyo and Jandi.

Episode 17

“Don’t forget. True love only comes once in a life time. It’s the cruel truth.”

As the merger of Shinhwa group and JK group begins, Junpyo and Jaekyung go out on their first date. However, Junpyo reminds of Jandi every place Jaekyung wants to go. Jaekyung senses it and asks Junpyo to kiss her as the lover. Jihoo and Jandi see this while they are talking on the stairway… Yijung witnesses his father with a woman at his workroom and has a big argument. Suffering deeply, Yijung thinks of Eunjae, his first love. Gaeul signs up for the pottery class and meets Cha Eunjae, the student teacher, in there.

Episode 18

“The young lady is like a lotus flower that can even clean the mud. Treat her well. She can make you a family.”

Come back from the resort, Jandi and Jihoo visit Buddhist temple to clean their mind away. However, when Jandi returns, she finds out that her parents have decided to move to a fishing village to earn money. Junpyo wakes up and finds out that Jaekyung has prepared him the breakfast. Jaekyung says that she always dreamt of this, and Junpyo feels pity for her. Yijung tells junpyo that Jandi stopped swimming because of her shoulder injury, and Junpyo feel guilt and regret. Jandi moves to a rooftop house and is surprised when Junpyo unexpectedly shows up as her neighbour. Gaeul decides not to hide her feeling anymore and asks Yijung out on a date. Yijung rejects it but comes back to see her few days later.

Episode 19

“Junpyo. If the person who you love got into a difficult situation because of you, can you let her go?”
“You.. Will you be able to love someone else other than Seohyun?”
Jihu runs out of the clinic and wanders in the rain. Jandi's heart aches for Jihu, as she nurses him all night long. At the same time, Junpyo awaits Jandi at the rooftop house. Yijung takes Gaeul out to the club, chats with other ladies, and makes her feeling uncomfortable. However, already knows the pain in his heart, Gaeul pities him instead. After finding out the whereabouts of Junpyo, his mother confines him to the house. Then she goes to Jandi to humiliate her in front of everyone. The next day, F3 and Gaeul visit Jandi to comfort her and they start rooftop room renovation. Jaekyeong takes Junpyo out from home and joins them, and when they all start ‘the truth game’, the tension starts rising.

Episode 20

“I wasn’t the air. I was just a breeze that you mistook for air. A breeze.. Once it passes by, it can’t return to the place it already left.”

Jandi becomes Junpyo’s personal maid and controls over Junpyo’s naughty behavior. While she was in Junpyo’s room to wake him up, Jaekyung and Junpyo’s mother enter the room and get shocked to see her. The mother wants to kick her out from the house immediately, but the head maid and Jaekyung intervene in. Seokyeong collapses at the clinic and Jandi takes him to Jihoo’s house. Jandi tries to reconcile the two and now they start to live under the same roof.
Gaeul now knows that Eunjae was Yijung’s first love, and tries her best to bring them together.

Episode 21

“There is a girl I like. She will be the one until the day I die. Do you still want to marry me?
“I know that girl is Jandi. But knowing that you are like this, I want to marry you even more.”

Junpyo’s mother rushes the wedding, and Jaekyung asks Jandi to be her bridesmaid. On the day before the wedding, F4, Jandi and Gaeul arrived at Jeju Island for the wedding, and the complication between Junpyo, Jaekyung, Jandi and Jihoo reaches the climax. Junhee advises Junpyo not to do something that he is going to regret. Junpyo goes down on his knees and ask Jaekyung to break off the engagement.

Episode 22

“Why that was me? I ‘m not pretty, not rich and have no fame. Why did you like me?”
“You don’t need anything because I have them all. All you need to do is just being Geum Jandi, yourself.”

The wedding ceremony finally starts and Junpyo enters in. However, Jaekyung maps out a plan and ruins the wedding. Junpyo and Jandi sneak off to the resort and spend time together. Jaekyung returns the necklace to Jihoo and leaves to New York on the next day. Jandi and Junpyo’s happy moment is about to fall apart, since the break off brings a crisis to Shinhwa group. Now Junpyo’s mother anger is towards Jandi.

Episode 23

“I can endure hunger and coldness, but there’s one thing I cannot stand. Seeing my loved ones suffer because of me.”

With Gaeul’s effort, Yijung now finds out Eunjae’s declaration that he had missed three years ago. Gaeul brings Yijung to the rooftop, uncovers his eyes, and the message magically appears in front of him.
Junpyo’s mother finds out about Junpyo and Jandi are secretly dating, and starts to attack the people around Jandi. Finding out who fall them into a difficult situation, Jandi makes up her mind.

Episode 24

“How did you now that I’m here?”
“I could heard it. I kept a night watch every night, in case I’d miss it.”

Jihu finds out Jandi’s whereabouts. He expects Junpyo to come with him, but Junpyo disappoints Jihoo again by refusing to go. Jandi arrives at the fishing village, but people expect her as the fiancé of the heir of Shinhwa Group. When it reveals as false, Jihu suddenly appears in front of her and settles the situation. Jihu declares his feeling for Jandi that he suppressed for long time and Junpyo looks at them from far back.. and suddenly!

Episode 25

“Gu Jun Pyo, who I liked and who loved me, is no more there."

Jandi leaves a lunch box for Junpyo, who lost the memories about her. Jun-pyo almost remembers something about Jan-di as he eats the lunch, but Yumi lies takes crushes Jandi’s last hope. Jandi and F4 are invited Junpyo and Yumi’s pool party. In there, they hear surprising news.


*BOF ep guides..

ok. so this must be addiction, eh?

Boys Before Flowers Original Soundtrack: Part 1

* Artist: Various
* Language: Korean
* Publisher: Doremi Media Co.
* Release Date: January 23, 2009

Tracklisting

1. Paradise - T-Max
2. Because I'm Stupid - SS501
3. Do You Know - Someday
4. Stand By Me - SHINee
5. Lucky - Ashily
6. Starlight Tears - Kim Yoo Kyung
7. A Little - Suh Jin Young
8. One More Time - Tree Bicycles
9. I Know (Saxophone Inst.) - Lee Jung Sik
10. Dance with me (Inst.)
11. Blue Flower (Inst.)
12. So sad (Inst.)
13. Opening Title (Paradise Intro.) - T-Max

[edit] Boys Before Flowers Original Soundtrack: Part 2

* Artist: Various
* Language: Korean
* Publisher: Doremi Media Co.
* Release Date: March 16, 2009

Tracklisting

1. Say Yes - T-Max
2. Wish Ur My Love - T-Max feat. J
3. Yearning Heart - A'ST1
4. Making A Lover - SS501
5. What Should We Do - Jisun
6. Love Is Fire - KARA
7. Love U - Howl
8. Almost Like Love - Brand New Day
9. Tears Are Falling - Lee Sang Gon
10. Cellogic (Inst.) - Kim Young Min
11. 다가가다 (Inst.) - Dong Yo
12. Be Strange (Inst.) - Park Hye Ri
13. For The Sake Of Love (Inst.) - Park Hye Ri

[edit] Boys Before Flowers OST 2.5 - F4 Special Edition

* Artist: Various
* Language: Korean
* Publisher: Mnet Media Co.
* Release Date: March 18, 2009

Tracklisting

1. A Thing Called Happiness - Kim Hyun Joong
2. Something Happened To My Heart - A&T (A'st1 & T-Max)
3. Fight The Bad Feeling (Ballad Ver.) - T-MAX
4. Fight The Bad Feeling (Dance Ver.) - T-MAX





yun na yon. next post.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

if I was wrong then I'm sorry.

pero wala naman akong natatandaang may mali akong nagawa.
at sana nga wala.

pagod na akong sisihin ang sarili ko.
tama na. nasanay akong laging napagbubuntunan.
sana naman this time, hindi na.

sawa na akong maging 'filler'.
sa tagalog, panakip butas.

sabi yan ng isang UP stud sa magic, ganyan daw kasi ang sitwasyon nya ngayon.
kaya sya nagpa-tarot card read.

sana.

my 500th post as a gift for the 23rd.

pahalakpakan.

*claps with xyrus on my lap*

next year it will be my 1000th.
dunno if I'll be as active as this.

goodmorning philippines.

spreading good vibes.

oo nga pala 18th birthday ko na this year. *according to my sched, wala kaming pasok. yey*
plans? wala. simpleng kainan lang dito. I hate 18 roses, 18 candles, etcetera.
just a VIDEOKE and my mom's CARBONARA will do.

o kaya..




ONE WHOLE DAY TRIP TO SM NORTH.
or MOA, LUNETA, MAKATI *papakaligaw ako dun*, UPD campus, etc.

of course with my full-equipped w850 ewan ko lang kung buhay pa sya non.
o kaya a camera.
o kaya maraming pera.


o kaya kung may significant other na ako.
sama ko na lang sya! haha. para may epal.
ganong trip.

eh ano naman..

kung hindi kita sa pagharap ko sa bagong mundo?
e di ba, makasama man kita o hindi, wala namang nagbabago?
kasi, LAGI KA NAMANG WALA SA TABI KO.

no whut.

now whut.

I'm ready to cut my left wrist.
goodbye world.

hold on before it's too late.

or until we leave this behind..

ewan mali na naman ata ang lyrics..

ayun. finally found the complete lyrics of a call to arms.

another goodvibe na naman.
salamat.